Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Hope for the Helpless, Rest for the Weary

Warning Label: Contents of this blog are mostly likely going to be highly opinionated.  Proceed at your own risk.

The Church is God's creation.  The Church is God's preferred way to have people in community reaching people in community.  The scripture help us a lot with the kind of treatment required in community to make this possible.  It describes the type of discomfort we may encounter, it tells us sacrifice, surrender and suffering are a part of the life of a disciple.  We are even told that none of this goes unnoticed by God, who is already at work bringing redemption, healing and wholeness.  I think one can safely say, without much fear of being dismissed as a heretic, that God is all in, about and  all through this Church business.  It is a God thing. 

Then you go into a church and you run into the community and quite frankly you begin to believe that scripture is propaganda for a bait and switch strategy where you think you are getting a ginger bread house, but instead there is a witch in there who wants to have you for dinner, literally.  I don't mean just the laity or just the clergy.  I mean all of these modern day cannibals who seem to enjoy eating their young, old and everyone in between.

So, if you are like me, you start thinking to yourself, hmmm this church thing may need to be decimated from the face of the earth so people stop thinking that's Jesus.  Not that this is the only way to clean it up, but it seems like a permanent solution.  Only, before I can get this even into the public eye, I come across the Church being God's creation.  Church...and church....and God....and community.  Good grief.  Where does the Gospel fit in here?

How, my friends, does the church become the Church again?  Somewhere in the back of my mind is that song 'Cry out to Jesus' by Third Day keeps running through my head:

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus 
 
 
And as I sing along, I wonder if I believe that if I cry out to Jesus, he will come and lead us in the church back to being the Church again.  I say I believe that, but do I pray believing it?  Am I crying out to and for Jesus, or just crying?  I know if it isn't God, it doesn't happen, but I find myself working, and scheming and stressing as if it were all me.  I remember that if it isn't God at work then it just doesn't work at all.  The whole house of cards falls, because this was God's rodeo from the beginning.  How do I get so frantic about saving this for God?!
 
So here is my public confession, I am dedicating myself to  having no hope in any plans that aren't God's plans.  I  am committed to thinking there is no program that will help, if it isn't God's program.  I am almost sure that the church doesn't become the Church until it stops trying to do things for God and starts trying to do things with God.
 
For an overachieving, problem solver, recovering perfectionist, this is a major life change.   In fact, I heard the sound of hell freezing over just a few moments ago.  I just truly believe that it is that simple.  This is God's show.  We are not puppets, we get to choose if we will do what we are asked to do, but this is not our plan, our call or our adventure.  We step into the best adventure ever because in the process we get adopted into the family, with no way to be disinherited, thrown off the island, or sold out by our siblings.  We stay as long as we want to.  Is that a deal or what?!  Of course there is a catch, it will cost us everything and this isn't and never will be our show, it is always God's.  It isn't our party, and we don't get to say how it goes, who gets invited and where it happens.  We just get to come and enjoy the Host.
 
But we get to cry out to Jesus. 

It's a good deal.  Let's take it.
 



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